Monday, August 8, 2011

I got rejected but is it completely over?

ok, so this girl i really like that i havnt seen since grade 7 started talking to me on msn like last month ago. since she moved to another country in grade 7. im now 17 and shes 15, and since we began talking (btw she started talking to me 1st), we connected really well. we already have plans for the summer such as beach, amusement park, waterpark, restaurants, etc. since she's visiting for a month this summer to canada, which is where im from. maybe i was oblivious but i thought she lead me on. for example, she told me she dreamed about me, she thinks im funny all the time, she puts alot of smileys everytime she talks, she laughs alot. i would always comfort her whenevr shes sad and she would do so for me.so just a few days ago we were talking she told me she starts to have feelings for this guy. after talking for about 1 hour on this guy, she asked me how much crushes did u ever have in ur life? i told her a number, and also 1 atm cuz i have a crush on her. so she starts to ask me questions about her. she kept pressurizing me to tell her who it was. so i just told her that it was her who i like. she then started saying sorry she pressuized me into telling her cuz she didnt knew it was herself, and said "but i dont think i can return ur feelings right now" cuz she just told me about her crush on this other dude. she also said " i wish i liked u but i cant fit more than 1 person in my heart". does this mean i should have told her earlier? she also said "i feel honoured to be liked by someone as awesome as u", and " i really hope i like u, more than a friend, cuz i always fall for the wrong guys!!!!!" after the deep conversation ended, we went back to talking like as if it never happened. she didnt sleep that night cuz she wanted to comfort me until she knew i felt better, since her time is 7 hours ahead of my time, she was texting me at like 4am in the morning. i asked her "do i still have a shot?", and she said "ofc u still have a shot ;)" sorry for the long question but is there still a chance for me with her or its completely over? she still wants to see me in the summer and insists that she'll cry if i dont see her this summer.

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